4 june 2012 > > 6/15 > Lovers/Devil
Good morning. I made an oopzy yesterday and did yesterdays for today. Sorry. It’s actually probably easier to have the day ahead be for the next day. Did that make sense?
A Lovers day. Aaaah. Settling into a day of relationship. If it is your birthday, it is a whole year of delving into relationship with yourself and others. Deepening the creative force and value of the ‘6’.
In the ‘6’ there is a great desire for harmony, there is the nurturer, the care giver, the giving of the self so that others thrive, and the focus on hearth and home. If your number is ‘6’ (add your date of birth together) you also have a charm about you that can be irresistible. Problems rise when you have given yourself away and have nothing left for you. It’s easy to see the Lovers in this number.
The Lovers is very much the way of the ‘6’. Seeking partnership and connection on a heart level; really on any level. Even for some that avoid or deny their desire or want for relationship, are actually paying a lot of attention to it by the avoidance. And, IMO, relationships are how we deepen ourselves and find out who we really are in the land that is us. Relationships, reflect back to us how we connect, exchange, feel love, and friendship. How we cherish ourselves. How is your relationship with yourself these days?
Now that Devil… well…The Devil is the trickster, he/she who sets before you choices that tease you from your path and suggest that you might want to try something different, a new fruit to flavor your life. Also, the Devil can push your denial to a higher level and invite you to go in deeper to understand that denial if you can face your fear of being loved and cared for as you are. When you begin to question who you are and what you do, the Devil will slip into your mind, and tickle at what challenges these questions. The Devil, that little poky voice within, pushes at your marginal resolve, into something that might not be the something you had in mind. If you know what I mean? The Devil will challenge your relationships; the ones you have with others and the the one you have with yourself. Thus, I am of the mind that the Devil performs a gift for you on your Path of life so that you can really have a sense of your integrity, your authenticity, and how you allow harmony and love in your life.
QUESTION TO PONDER
How do you sustain harmony and balance in your life?
When do you notice that you have ‘giving yourself away’ and there isn’t enough for just you?
If the ‘Devil made you do it’, what would you have done otherwise?
What patterns rise for you when life is going well and balanced, and you get restless to stir the pot up by creating disharmony? Why?
How do you make sure that you are taking care of yourself as well as others?
How does the ‘be-devilment’ remind you of who you really are?
How do you trick yourself into believing the unbelievable?
How will you nurture your relationships in a healthy way?
How do you make friends with your devilish side?
What would you like to do differently from your usually pattern of caregiving that still feels like you are giving and receiving?